Nicole Laura (cryophelia) wrote,
Nicole Laura

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Hello doctor, is it serious ... Generic Hospital ... Yes, Marie, I'm afraid its kasljfoiangfwekjarbh

Oh dear. Well, lets just make out then. Okay.

So, I have to be on this liquid diet for 24 hours starting today at 3:20 p.m. before getting some medical tests tomorrow at the same time. I told myself I would gorge this morning to make up for it, but I haven't. I haven't eaten anything, but a few leftover fishy cheesy crackers. I am going to be so hungry. I really should eat. But, I keep typing here. What's up with that? I don't know, but I had to tell some people why I wouldn't be able to work today or tomorrow. I didn't tell them what is wrong with me ... Well, I don't really know, but I didn't say what kinds of test I'm getting or why. SO, they act all worried. THere is nothing worse than false sympathy. I mean, these people don't care. THey will go home and forget all about it and wipe that sympathetic and empathetic and pathetic and worried, worrisome look off their faces as soon as they are out of my sight. Or, they will spread strange rumors or something. Y'know, that sounds junior high, but people never, and i mean never grow out of gossip. God, I sound pessimistic right now. What's that about. It's not that I want real sympathy. I just wish there wasn't any false sympathy. THere is nothing worse than false sympathy ...
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